All of March and so much. Started a new job. Quit an old job. Found amazing friendships. Pressed in to an even deeper relationship with the Lord. It was good.
But I haven’t blogged. And that’s okay.
Here I am with more words than I know what to do with.
I will say that I am more impressed than ever with life. I adore the way we just keep walking and breathing, especially after the moments when our lungs refuse the passage of oxygen, when the heart clenches so fiercely that bursting becomes the expected outcome that never happens. I’m so impressed.
Even more so, I’m impressed by the love exchange between me and the Father. I’m impressed by the fact that he holds my love secure. By nature, if I am unfaithful, it is not because I haven’t loved him enough (because how can you ever love an infinitely Holy God enough?). We are strengthened by power though the Spirit in our inner beings to begin to comprehend the breadth, the length, the height, and the depths of his love (Ephesians 3:16-18). If I don’t understand the infinity of his love, it isn’t because I haven’t loved him enough. It is because my flesh will never be able to handle the fullness of God. In my own strength I am unable to comprehend the love and fullness of God. Isn’t that glorious? It makes me laugh. If that doesn’t blow your mind yet—if you don’t understand it—you just wait. Ask for it. Hunger for it. I pray that the Lord will begin to open up this concept for you in your heart—you’re going to love it.